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My head hurts all the time. I don't sleep well anymore. Marilynn says I snore mercilessly. Food doesn't even taste good anymore. it just fills the empty hole inside. Stomp is in town right now. I want to go see them. I surely can't fit in the seats at Jones Hall, so I guess we won't go. I can't fly anywhere because I don't want to be told on a leg of the flight that I have to pay for a second seat. I'm sick of thinking that my wife finds me repulsive. I'm tired of expensive, ill-fitting clothes. I just know that my problems with dry skin and allergies are exacerbated by my weight. As I get older, they get worse. I don't want it to be a monumental effort to get out of my car, tie my shoes or even wipe my ass. I just don't know what to do about it, though, when everything before has failed. The older I get the harder this will be to undo the years of neglect of my health. It seems like too monumental a task.
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