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This just dawned on me. Happy birthday Fox Mulder!
I'm finally getting a few loose ends tied up. I finished up the diaryland template for Violet and got a few care packages mailed off that had completed, but were stagnating here unpacked and unmailed. (I'm shocked I can mail an large envelope and a box full of videotapes and CDs, plus a letter and get some one-cent stamps for less than eight dollars. Apparently, these packages aren't even going out on a slow boat, but rather on the back of a leprous one-legged camel, so they might get there in six months. Maybe. (This reminds me of one of my infamous bogus raving sagas.))
Anyway, that said, now it's time to size up what I have left to do (in no particular order):
I talked to my grandmother today because unfortunately I had to go tell her to charge her new cell phone with the phone off to condition the battery since it's new, so that meant I had to attach socially for a while. She talked to one of our neighbors recently (something I never do), so of course, true to form for her, she had to share everything with me.
Sure, I was, I'll talk to about anybody, so I went down to talk to him.
So I went down, and he was telling me about this job where they needed a system administrator. And he was asking me all these questions, some of which I knew the answers to, some of which I knew where to find answers to, and some of which I knew were possible, but I told him I'd have to actually go out and find out how to do it. After all, I am a generalist, as I said earlier. I don't carry things around in my head if I can help it, there's too much noise going on up there anyway.
"If you aren't qualified for the job, why are you even wasting my time talking to me?" he asked me, standing up.
"Uh, hey, you didn't tell me what the job was, and you are the one who asked me down here."
"Well, sorry, but I don't have time for this right now."
It felt good when I saw him broken down on the side of the road about nine months later and I slowed down, and then kept on driving. Spiteful bastard, aren't I?)
"Well, I didn't know he was, but I suspected. I got this letter from him this summer, and, y'know," I replied. I didn't feel like debating the relative merits of my old friends, as if I could have divined my future and that of all my friends while a teenager.
"Well, they said that he was in again, for five years. Drugs, he said."
"Posession or dealing?"
My grandmother shrugged. "He didn't say. He just said it was Carrot Top's third time being caught."
"Yeah," I said. "They'll put you away for that, huh?"
"I guess so. And his brother is going back to Florida to be with his kids."
This took a moment to process. Carrot Top's younger brother was the very picture of attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, not to mention a supposed-learning impairment (at least, that's what I seem to remember, maybe that's not true at all). This isn't somebody you'd think who should necessarily have kids.
"Kids? He has kids? How many kids does he have?"
"Five. Two sets of twins, and a single one. None of the three sets of them has the same mother."
I was tripping out. "I gotta go." And I turned, walked out the back door and went home.
So... I don't know if I want to write Carrot Top back, or not. This is not the same kid I used to play around with on the computer, and BBS with, and play AD&D with, and spend summers on the phone with every day while I was exiled to my father's house for my three weeks visitation from the divorce decree.
Am I avoiding things now? I don't want to do that. I know that avoidance doesn't solve my problem, especially when I have a lot to do. And I don't want to blow Carrot Top off -- he was one of my best friends when I was new to this area. It doesn't seem right to just turn my back on him because he made some mistakes.
The problem is that he seems to have been making the mistakes over, and over and over. I would hope that somebody I knew was brighter than that, but perhaps that's a little too much to hope for.
Not like I'm any better, 'eh?
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